She wakes on the floor, the blood and poison congealed and sticky on the floor. Her fingers have blisters from where they came in contact with the poison. Her hair is thick with blood where she slept. Her elbow is red and inflamed; the skin tight with the healing it was permitted to do over night. Her movements are slow and laboured, her breathing shallow. A cold, bitter laugh fills her ears. She lifts her head and sees the face from across the hall. Her heart contracts with fear, yet he does not approach. He merely continues to laugh. She pushes herself to sitting and stares at the repulsive face. The laugh becomes increasingly mocking, and he holds out his arms to her. Thousands of scars line his arms, and she can see the black marks of poison barbs still buried under his skin. He continues to laugh as he points at himself, and then at her. She shakes her head and begins to cry, and his laugh increases. Enraged she tries to stand up. He merely laughs and leaves the room. She screams in defiance at his prediction and staggers into the hall. She pounds on his door until her hands are raw and bleeding. Adrenaline spent, she collapses. She closes her eyes. She feels the itch beginning in her elbow again. She tries to resist the urge to scratch, but gives in. She hears the laughter ringing in her ears once more and she despairs. Two guards approach and bring her to her room. She collapses in bed, hearing nothing but the cold, empty laugh echoing in her head.
Thursday, 11 December 2014
Wednesday, 26 March 2014
The Ocean
Eve
rubbed her shoulders already sore from the pack she carried. The scorching sun
beat down on her relentlessly and her face dripped with sweat. They had left
shortly after breakfast, the task of finding the new caskets an ever-driving
force behind the band of angels. Josiah led her and two other angels with great
speed, the urgency to get to the coast as soon as possible his mission. They
were three days away from the southern most tip of the coast. Eve had not seen
the ocean since the year of her awakening. She could still remember the salty
breeze blowing through her long blonde hair. The smell had invigorated her and
she had run full tilt into the waves. She had screamed her joy with the birds
that had flown overhead, laughter had bubbled out of her and the sun had beamed
down, showering her with its radiant light. She remembered the sun kissing her
cheeks, its warmth rushing through her. She had never felt so alive. Her first
month of awakening had been glorious. She had spent every day discovering the
brilliance of Shepard’s creations, yet the ocean had always been her favourite.
She smiled to herself as Josiah sped his pace even more. She was anxious as
well, to put the incident with the new ones behind her, and to awaken even
more.
“Josiah!” Eve called, “Do you
remember the first time you and Elijah took me to the ocean?”
Josiah laughed and called back,
“How could I forget? You frightened half the wildlife when the first wave
caught you,”
“In all our time together, I never
asked why the coast seems so safe. Why don’t the destroyers like the ocean?”
“The salt, it purifies, cleanses.
Their skin can barely tolerate the breeze when it blows the water across the
sand. Elijah once told me of a demon who had been pursuing him from the fields
near the water. As Elijah ran across the beach, the demon followed, and when
the breeze blew, the demon began shrieking. Elijah ran to the water, the beast
still pursuing. At the very moment the water came into contact with the demon,
shrieks and steam filled the air as the skin burned to the bone. It kept
pursuing him however, and it disintegrated,”
“They really are determined to
kill us all, aren’t they?”
“Yes, the destroyers find demons
dispensable, so they will send out as many to their deaths in order to see
their means fulfilled,”
“So, why don’t we camp down here
more often? Why are more outposts not set up here? Why do we make ourselves
vulnerable?”
Josiah stopped and turned to face
Eve, “It is just as dangerous to maintain a position we think is impenetrable.
We would never be able to leave; they would surround us, knowing they have the
upper hand. As supplies run low, we would risk the angels and humans lives to
get a hold of more. Having camps spread out throughout the territory is far
safer. The destroyers can’t pinpoint our location,” he paused, “what may seem
like a position of strength can often be a weakness, we cannot allow ourselves
to relax in comfort, for that can often be a deception as well,” he turned back
around and began walking again.
Thursday, 30 January 2014
Night
As she screams she scratches more and more at the crook of her arm. She pulls and tugs at the sharp object through the burning in her veins. What had seemed like pain before was a mere shadow of the intensity that touching the object brings. Her breathing has increased to hyperventilation, and she can feel the oxygen leaving her brain. She tries to calm her breathing, yet it is an exercise in futility. She continually rips at her arm to rid herself of the pain. Warm blood leaks from her arm to the floor. It smells like metal and she begins to dry heave. She feels consciousness slipping from her, and she vaguely feels her head hit the floor, her face wet as it comes into contact with her blood. As if controlled by its own impulse, her hand continues to scratch and tear at her skin, eager to rid itself of the foreign entity that is causing so much pain. Her brain continues to fight through the pain, and finally she feels the object begin to give. Her breathing slows and she takes a deep breath and pulls out the object. She closes her eyes and waits for the pain to recede. Her brief time inside this institution has taught her that if she is patient with the pain, it will disappear faster. She feels herself returning to normality and she begins to sit up. The blood on the floor and her face is sticky from the exposure to the air. Her hair is matted to her head with a mixture of blood and sweat. She gazes down at the object. It is as black as pitch. Three inches in length, it is sharp at both ends. She leans down for a better look and is immediately repulsed by the smell it is emitting. She cannot pinpoint the smell. It reminds her of rotting leaves and stale pond water. She stares at it in fascination. It begins to disintegrate in front of her. Black liquid pours out from within, hissing as it comes into contact with the pool of blood. Her curiosity gets the better of her and she touches the liquid. She draws her hand back quickly as her fingers are singed by the liquid, her fingerprints gone from the acidity. Poison. One solitary poison barb within her skin. How many more could there be she wondered. Where did they come from? How could she get rid of them, when ripping them from her body caused her thrice the pain? She sits back and weeps as the adrenaline drains from her body. Screams still staccato through the night, and she wonders if others are pulling barbs as sharp and poisonous from their skin.
Saturday, 4 January 2014
Day 3
She is fed up. The constant waking and falling back asleep. The almost indescribable attacks that send every nerve on edge. She scratches a vague itch in the crook of her elbow and surveys her room once more. It is all the same, yet the door is open to the sterile white hall. She musters the energy to get up and walk out the door. Once in the hall she looks from left to right. At least 20 doors are visible, and she can hear faint but tortured moans muffled from the rooms in the immediate vicinity. She quickly moves away from the door that she knows hides the repulsive face to search out anyone else that isn’t being kept in their room. As she walks down the hall she continues to scratch her arm absentmindedly. She comes to a large room at the end of the hall that seems to be a common area. Tables and chairs that have been nailed to the floor are placed in a random pattern throughout the room. Large shatterproof bay windows overlook magnificent gardens with lush flowers and trees. A lake or pond shimmers in the sun. It holds the peace that seems to be absent within the walls. She settles herself down on the chair closest to the window and just stares at the peonies that droop over stoned pathways winding through the trees. Her hand rhythmically relives the itch that won’t dissipate. She sits for hours, blocking out the moans and occasional screams that penetrate the silence. No one bothers her. Whoever keeps pumping her full of drugs has let her be. Her eyes trace the clouds that lazily puff across the sky. The sun moves from high in the sky and slips lower and lower to the water. The sky becomes a riot of colour and her mind captures as many snapshots of the beauty as possible. She stands and walks back to her room, exhausted from her day of inactivity. Her hand continues to scratch, and when she stumbles into her bed, she feels wet warmth on her arm. She looks down to see that she has scratched away a decent amount of her skin. Underneath she sees something black and sharp protruding from the skin. As she touches it in fascination, heat explodes in her heart and her scream adds to the rising chorus throughout the halls.
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